Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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7:21 pm - I'm doing Good!
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So I finally got my prom dress whoo! I'm so excited because I'm going to prom with all my friends whoo! GO NCH! And my prom dress is...what color?!...guess ppl who know my favorite color PINK! and I love my shoes to hopefully when I get my pics back I'll post them on here! Anyways everything is ok I can't complain at all..life for a change has been treating me right! Lately I've just been chillen wit Sam and Plora! The year is about to end soon and I can't wait this summer is going to be fun because I can drive whoo! So last saturday Flora and I went tanning everyone kinda made fun of us because they didn't understand why we were, but it was because we don't like to be this light...ok we know we're spanish chicas, but we gotta get a lil somethng before prom...ya know what I mean!? lol! *flashback* OMG! I've never heard this name someone called me until last weekend and I was so shocked I couldn't even speak, Alex use to call me this all the time but still shocking sharebear, Tony called me that and I was like what did you just say it was just shocking that's all! Weird how things somewhat come out! I want summer to come like now because I just can't wait I love hot weather. American Idol is on tonight lol! I love that show! Can somebody tell me why my sister is going on a field trip tomorrow to go up to columbus for 2 hour bus ride there and back to look at an art museum for like and 1 hour and 1/2 and then come back. I'm sry but that's ridiculous! All well she'll get outta school so I guess that ain't too bad, but still. All well ok I guess I better go get my shower and everything before I go to bed because I'm really tired these days maybe it's because I work and alot and when I'm not well I'm with my friends chillin alright...love you all! -Shara
current mood:  tired
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Friday, March 25th, 2005
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9:13 pm - I'm Happy
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I'm just really happy today!
current mood:  happy
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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4:37 pm - NCAA BABY!
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Wow 2 days in a row....whoo! I'm proud of myself...lol! Anyways, so I worked this morning it was alright made my money, so that's all I gotaa worry about and I'm about to go out and spend it too well some of it and the rest goes in the bank with all the rest of my money. But I gotta go pick up my girl Flora first, NCH whoo! lol! But for real her school going to finals tonight so I hope they win GO OJ! lol! Anyways UC and UK playing tonight too and I really don't care who wins because I like both...so Go UC! and GO UK! Well I guess I'm off for a fun night out wit my girl byes! <3 Shara
current mood: happy
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Friday, March 18th, 2005
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9:28 pm
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Everything these days are going good actually...I'm really happy with how everything is doing...I've been on several dates...I was dating this dude from my work his name is Jovany...He was really nice, but their was a delima he reminded me too much of my ex-boyfriend. Alright here I'm just going to say it and lay it all out and be done wit it because the people that think I'm not over it well I am. Look, what Alex and I had was truly something unique and special and yes, I'd love to have a relationship like that again, but everything in that relationship turned bad and sour and it was 50/50 about how it ended that way. Many things were said and many things were not cleaned up, but now I know that I can not have a relationship like that again because it really hurt me real bad. I guess in teenage years everything seems bad to you, but to me I felt like my heart was torn out and taken away from me. Which is called....LOVE! Yeah love stinks sometimes, but then again it's truly one of the most worth while things to have. So to conclusion I wouldn't change anything about what I had and their's no hard feelings any more towards it or him I'm just kinda over it I guess you could say, but I do watch out for what decisions I make, so I don't fall into a trap like that again. I'm very thrilled that I am single right now, but at the same time I am kinda talking to people, but then again...not, but I know that the ones that I do talk to make me smile so they ovbiously are doing something right...right?! These days I've just been working too much...but hey get that paper..soon it'll be Spring Break! Whoo! My friends and I are gonna have so much fun over Spring Break.
current mood: happy
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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4:18 pm - life is amazing...
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So wow long time no write huh? lol! Everything has been alright i guess well I've had some rough spots but I got through them alright wit my best friends...anyways.. I got into a car accident the other day well like almost 2 weeks ago...I totaled my car and was sent to the emergency room! AHH! But I'm ok I walked away from it bruised and sore of course, but that's all! The good part is I get a new car..whoo! The bad news is money money money! lol! But I've been working alot gettin that mula! Lately I've been hanging out wit my friend Flora....she's an awesome chick! New term this semester and I'm happy I was ready for this one, because I was so over wit last one and I like this term because I'm with mostly all my best friends! And the classes I'm taking are pretty easy....Well everything seems to be for the better because I'm tryin to space myself from the BAD...I guess everything else is looking positive, ok then I'll go, but hopefully I'll update this sooner than later love ya xoxoxoxox!
current mood: happy
current music: Into You
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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4:15 pm - Everything has it's turn!
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Everyday we learn something new, even though if it’s something renew. We remember our past love ones and our hearts are filled wit warmth. We remember our past relationships...oh gosh do we. If we weren’t humans we would never remember them. We realize how much joy and love we have for our families and our friends. We see how we make a difference in our nieces or nephews. We see our mom’s and dad’s in us. We see how the world can be destructed, but make such beautiful things at the same time. It’s just our choices that we make........that make us who we are!
I'm so happy my Aaron is in town! lol! I haven't seen or talked to him in awhile and I'm just really happy he is in for a MONTH! lol Anyways nothin big going down execpt this is the last week of school before CHRISTMAS BREAK! yay! I can't wait days are being counted down. whoot! whoot! I still have to do some shopping but other than that everything will be all good! Well I'm gonna go I'll ttyl! Love ya xoxoxox! *Shara*
current mood:  blah
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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4:09 pm - Everything seems to be going well....
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I have not updated in this thing for a minute...well lemme think bout what's been going on...4real I've been working like sumthin awful...But I'm gettin my paper...everything has been going alright...can't complain! Oh yea my prayer go out to Sean...I believe he's doing better but I know everything is gonna be alright so yea...Work been doin good....So as most of you all know I barely got a life now cuz I be workin alot, but my ppl come up and see me and this weekend I'm going out wit my girl Flora it'll be fun! School life been aight...gettin my grades so I can go places ya know?...Evrything other than that it's been life...I mean life can be a totaly BIOTCH sometimes but that's the way life goes and sometime you hafta just over come it...brush your shoulders! lol! (inside joke!) Evrything seemed a lil confusing before I talked out a lot to my boys, but they be spittin that wisdom, so it helps me out ya know?! And basically ever since I've been takin their advice life's been good..Well I better go cuz I'm hafta go into work in a lil and I haven't gotten ready yet..so just holla at me some time and I'll hit ya back up! Love ya! xoxoxoxox! *ShArA*
current mood: happy
current music: New York!
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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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6:15 pm - Nothing But A G-Thang!
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Yea, it's been a long time since I've written in here...wowies...well I got a job Bob Evans my ppl so come up once in awhile and holla at me! School been aight still gettin them A's and B's grades....Oh my boys Juan and EJ got into a fight yesterday and mass stuff went down, but they aight I know my boys ain'y gonna wuss out lyke that...we'll be gettin all our ppl out on them white boys! lol! Right Karim? Anyways....life been great can't complain at all money making...living life like I got it that's all...everything been on the up side! This weekend tho I dunno, but next weekend we're off and it's about to be live! Well I'll holla at ya'll lata just leave one and gimme a holla! xoxoxox! Love ya! *-*ThugAngel*-*
current mood: excited
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Sunday, October 31st, 2004
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2:19 pm - GO BUSH!
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current mood: happy
current music: Lose My Breathe
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Friday, September 24th, 2004
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4:50 pm - ....
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I really don't know how to say this...
Ever since I lost him I've felt this way...
I never knew so much until I came back to realization...
But I have to live with reality...
He may not wanna talk...
Or want anything to do with me...
It's cool cuz in some crazy way I deserve it...
But all I wanna say is "I've fallen head over heels I've fallen in love with you I've fallen and I can't get up don't wanna get up because of love"
current mood:  nervous
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4:38 pm - So Surprised!
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Surprised...dunno what to feel!
current mood:  content
current music: Fallen by Mya
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Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
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7:22 pm - Life...so Interesting!
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Today has been an alright day I mean I have so much inside that I guess if I don’t figure it out I’m going to explode...ahhh! I really don’t want to share on here what it is, but it deals with school, home, trying to find work and friends aka. social life! School is stressful enough as it is because I know I know we are only juniors, but still college is about to be in the zone for us all....sry to be the one to tell ya that, but realization it is...and that scares me so much! Home is just a whole new subject as some of you know, but I’m not going to get into that because it’s just not the time or place...If anyone knows of a job that a 16 year old can have then call me and let me know...I’m desperately looking for a job...Social life....ahhh! I mean that has been one of my worst burdens lately...don’t get me wrong I love all my friends...In some ways I guess I need to prioritize things better, but on the other hand I don’t want to...I like how my life is...yes, I’m there for whoever, but I have my own best friends and I know I’ve been helped, but I’m still fighting everyday with past history....Boyz Boyz...I mean their is a lot of emotion in this category....I’m just not sure what I want anymore actually I know what I want, but I can’t find a guy to fill it’s shoes and the other hand I have, but still just waiting for a reply....agh!!! I guess that has been what’s stressing me out....I just need to ponder and find something to do to get this off my mind...Well have any idea’s let me know! Other than all that life is just dandy...Although I need to say if you have Mrs. Phillips for Behavior studys skills you’ll understand I’m sry what has happened in your life I know nothing can be replaced and nothing at this time can be said to make you feel alright...I know right now all you want is the ones you love be with you and confort you...that’s all I ever wanted..I can’t say I totally understand what you are going threw, but I have some clue and I know how you feel...my prayers go out to all of you and your family...God bless...Wow right there...I figured out something..*tear*...it all good in the hood! lol! j/p! Sometimes you just go off the deep end when your going threw an emotional break down all you want to do is forget about it and act like it never happened...I mean I did...I thought no one was there, but if you watched 7th heaven last night that episode hit me really hard because it has been what I’ve been going threw and it was just realization on my part...."We learn from what hurts us as much as what loves us”....
current mood:  confused
current music: Southside
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Friday, September 17th, 2004
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7:29 pm - Honesty the best cure ever...
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I’m really stressed out and I mean I’d love to share it with ya’ll but I’m not quite sure if I totally understand it...It just amuses me sometimes how God puts things on hold and think we’re totally going to forget about it and then all of a sudden you haven’t forgot about it because something surprising happens and your extremely happy, but you don’t what really to be happy about because it isn’t clear....ugh...sry if this doesn’t make any snese what so ever, but I needed to say that and I’m sry I can’t tell all yet, but when I figure this out...I’ll notify you...lol! Just hada be honest....
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7:20 pm - Fairfield vs. West Night...you think we'll win? lol!
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Ok so today was interesting....at least I had a smile on my face! Ahh! Homecoming in 2 weeks! I'm super excited! My dress gorgeous...lol! But my ? of the day is....*drum roll* WHY IS LIFE FULL OF SURPRISES?!!! k...leave one I love ya'll! xoxoxox! *Shara*
current mood: happy
current music: Go DJ
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Thursday, September 16th, 2004
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8:02 pm - UGH! UGH!
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Verse 1A: Lloyd]
Tell ya daddy stop his hating
Cuz I be wearing braids and rockin jerseys daily
But that dont mean im thuggin no
He dont want me with ya
But I aint tryna hear it though
Not tryna hear it though
[Verse 1B: Ashanti (Lloyd)]
But I know that if he knew yah
He would understand yah
Know that your my man and
He would never hurt me no
Let me come and see you
So that we can be alone, alone
(Baby I know a place that we can go and be alone)
As long as you make sure that you safely get me home
(Don't worry baby)
[Chorus: Lloyd (Ashanti)]
Meet me at the southside
Get you home by midnight
Make sure that your daddy just don't know (daddy just don't know)
I'll put you in the hoodbug
I know what I'm doin cause you know
We'll be eating on the low (eating at the low)
Meet me at the southside
Baby we can go hide
Knowin that mah boys goin have my back (yeah-eeh-yeah)
Only at the southside girl (southside, eh-eeh-eh)
Southside
[Verse 2A: Lloyd]
Girl I'll know that we can make it
Cause we won't let him break it
I don't care whose wit it
Its you and me against the world
Tell me those three words that
Lets me know you're still my girl
Oh Baby, yeah
[Verse 2B: Ashanti (Lloyd]
Oh I swear I'll never leave you(why)
People have lied to yah
But by your side I'll show yah
The way a girl needs to roll
You don't need a lot of money
I'm ready come pick me up, pick me up
(Baby I know a place that we can go to be alone, yeah)
Long as you make sure that you safely get me home
(Don't worry baby)
[Chorus: Lloyd (Ashanti)]
Meet me at the southside
Get you home by midnight (midnight)
Make sure that your daddy just don't know (oh, no-no-no)
I'll put you in the hoodbug
I know what I'm doin cause
We'll be eating on the low (eating on the low, oh)
Meet me at the southside
Baby we can go hide
Knowin that mah boys goin have my back (we can go hide babe)
Only at the southside girl (yeah-eeh-yeah)
Southside, southside girl (southside)
Southside
[Break: Lloyd (Ashanti)]
Baby we can
Baby we can (Baby we can)
Alright
Yeah Baby (Yeah Baby, heh)
Meet me at the southside girl (Oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh)
L&A: Cause all I want to do is ride to the south wit you (Ooooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-hooh-hoh-ooooh-oooooh)
ATL Georgia, what do we do for ya
[Chorus: Lloyd (Ashanti)]
Meet me at the southside (You can come and meet me yeah-eeh-yeah, yeah)
Get you home by midnight
Make sure that your daddy just don't know, oh baby
I'll put you in the hoodbug (meet me at the southside yeah)
I know what I'm doing cause
We'll be eating on the low (meet me at the southside yeah)
Meet me at the southside, southside
Baby we can go hide
Knowin that mah boys goin have my back
Only at the southside girl, gotchu in tha hood (got me in tha hood)
Southside, but it's all good (we goin chill)
[Outro: Lloyd (Ashanti)]
ATL Georgia, what do we do for ya
Pull down like we george town holdas
(Can you pick me up tonight, take me anywhere you like)
Shorty let's ride, in my cadillac (Cadillac)
Taxi'll see you back
And everything'll be cool (yeah)
Side girl (yeah)
Alright (oooh-oh-no, no-ooh-hooh)
So what you wann do (we goin kick it tonight)
(yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah, only at the southside)
I know it, that you ain't used to this country boy
But I'll show ya (Show me)
Ain't nuttin but a thing (yeah-yeah-yeah)
Chicken wings on string (baby-baby-baby)
That's how I hang (only at the southside, southside, southside)
Hey Life has been so stressful lately ask why if you wonder...but I'll be fine eventually, but this song kind of sums it up at least 1/2 of it, but yea... xoxox! *Shara*
current mood:  stressed
current music: Southside (duh!)
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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11:35 am
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Life is so interesting sometimes...I mean you don’t know what is going to pop into your life sometimes...I mean sometimes your ready for it and other times you aren’t! Right now I’d say my life is great...I have problems, but not as intense as I have had them! They’re just minor problems...It seems like homecoming is so BIG when you think about it..it’s just one night! I mean I love getting dressed up don’t get me wrong, but I don’t need a $150 to $200 dollar dress! I’m content with a small, less costly dress! However I do like the atmosphere during homecoming! Chelsea and I are going together! So this labor day weekend let me see and sum it up...Friday Chelsea and I went to the ST John Newman’s festival, came back to my house left at 1 in the morning to my church lock in! Saturday laid around, I know I did something just can’t remember what it is! Oh I remember I watched the 90210 series! lol! Sunday church, went to the mall with Chelsea and the river fest today I’m really not sure, but it’s whatever! Anyways last night was an adventure to try and get out because we saw just about “ROAD RAGE!” It was kinda funny, but scary! Well as of right now that’s all I hafta say, but hopefully I’ll have time tonight to write more if not all wells....lol! xoxoxox!
current mood:  cheerful
current music: I Like That by Houston
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Saturday, September 4th, 2004
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6:39 pm - Is this really me?!...(lol!)
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6:26 pm
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Alright so my weekends have been pretty much wit Chelsea! But I'm smile-ing all over because my life is filled wit happieness! Ahh homecoming coming up pretty soon! fun fun! Well nothing to big happening just wanted to update Love ya *Shara*
current mood: happy
current music: Get Your Eagle On
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Thursday, August 19th, 2004
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9:20 pm
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So I really need to catch people up on my summer! lol! Yesterday we got back in from Idaho! Finally I am home (for awhile anyway)! Well Mexico was so much fun I loved the weather, the people and not to mention the hott spanish guys down there! lol! Everyone was so nice! We built houses, helped with a festival and helped out shoveling and raking a place to put in a volleyball court! I got to use a jackhammer for the very first time! That was interesting...very interesting..lol We had so much fun down there if you wanna know more then just talk to me online or give me a call! Then I went to my church camp that was awesome because our week was full! Tiring yes, but awesome to see how God works in mysterious ways! Go God! I also need to say that our class that I helped teach was awesome as Ryan, Wendy, Shanna and I would have to say! lol! Next trip...Orlando and Keywest! yay! I loved that trip! Orlando was beautiful my dad and I rode every ride in Universal Studios! My sister and mom shopped in every store...surprise surprise! lol! But it was truly wonderful! Night life was great too they had clubs and things around the area called the "city walk" it's cool for anyone 18 and older! lol! We stayed in Orlando for 3 days then we went to Keywest is so clear down there! Very hott! But clear...it's gorgeous you can see the water and it's different shades of blue it's so wonderful and it's like looking at a picture that is right out of a magazine! We went shopping down there and went on a boat, that shows you around the island! We saw dolphins and went scubba diving...well I didn't my dad did! Saw a water tiphone it's like a tornado, but it's in the water instead! Then we found out that Ven Diesil I think that's how you spell his name was filming his next film there...I really wanted to see the stud! Then I went to Illinois for CIY Conference that was AWESOME!!! I loved every minute of that week! It was so amazing! The speaers were Great just everything was! I know I have room to talk about it, but I'd rather tell you about my experience in person just because it was that GREAT! So ask me about sometime...! Last trip...Idaho I love my family it was fun! My cousin Cris and Jska got married that was lovely wedding! Barefeet! lol! My family is good and it was a great experience to go out there and see how they live! Well I'm home now and I wanna be for awhile, so yea I've talked to much...surprise...surprise! lol! love you all! Night!
current mood: cheerful
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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
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10:50 pm
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Jska! GOT HER LICENSE TOO! lol yay my friends are all growing up! lol! *tear*
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